STOP

I want Ellen as a mom age.  I'm not doing this.

STOP

Nell doesn't know Ellen.  What do you mean she'll do every move for her?  Why do you even post this?  This is not okay.  You all are so rude to me.  You are not even feeling people.  You all stop being mean to me right now.  Oh, but you might wanna be feeling people and take away from me.. you should change your life.

STOP IT

I can't hit you.

Leave me alone.

Ellen is not a sister.  Nell cannot have her as a mother and no one else.

STOP

It's always more messages.  Tim Burton is bad and told Ellen to cut her nails for Nell.  I said what I said, don't tell me to say it again.

Too Much Time?

When I went to theater, I thought I spread my wings and flew.

What are you gonna do..

..when you realize your dream acting is just lies for fun and quick results?

What @ the serious lie jokes?

I didn't take my sequined hat for granted.  I just don't wanna think I'm not an artist and stylist.  As for sequins, I wouldn't know @ specifically them popping out and overlapping.

New Friends

I feel more sane, grounded, and accepted.  I don't know how sane it is for me to be on Blogger.

Mad Mad Mad

What will I do next time?  I felt physical this time.  I shouldn't worry, but I was worrying @ something else.  Why do I go crazy?  It's Orlando.  How Floridian exactly do you think some of this is..

I want to get the clinical test for schizophrenia.

(brain scan)

So..

I can trump Ellen for living there when she had moved on to Texas..

So..

..tell me anyone.. I wonder if I said anything @ Ellen bad..  I hoped it's a nice big day, she must be out there working.  I wish we could go spy on her and I could forget @ being mad.  My dad seemed to make my mood go, but it's my fault.

an actor networked! via a Slidellian!

Yay!

Someone from SC!!  :D

Guess what?

New Facebook Friend From Italy!  I am networking!  Yay!  I just liked a picture with words.

STOP TELLING ME WHAT YOU'RE GONNA DO DON'T DO IT SHUT UP *BEEP*  I DON'T WANNA POST THIS

You'd better stop..

..I'm in on old people and their kids.

Problem

I don't care.  Ellen did something wrong.  Do not make my babies on the boy's side FUCKING 1950! YOU FUCKER.

Plans

Disney

Other Money:
-Poncho
-bring my own healthier food
--sausage
--fish
--soynuts, cashews
--bakery bread
--treat (tarty bars, etc.)

I guess I will use my school backpack, dunno, also have a smaller pirate 1.  I will need to put in my lunchbox and maybe have more room for like my wallet, so I guess I need to use the school backpack.  I don't need to get a new 1, but I mean I found 1 for $60.  It wasn't on sale.

What else do I need?  Probably just clothes.  I need to bring a sweater, I know.  I am worried @ getting tired.  Sometimes, I don't need as much sleep but get tired after doing a little of something outta the house.  I think this month I bought a Broadway book, but my dad got the pedal.

I just don't know what else I need.  I can use it for clothes.

I may not go up north so I can go to Disney and be alone.  I don't know when I'll get around to visiting my Gramma.  I'm so happy she is moving to Florida.  I wonder how my aunt feels.  What if she wants to move?

Well

I don't believe I really get stimulated by 1950 women.  They are strict..  You'd have to be lucky.

Well

You just have to be creative, like oh I like my kid's dad because such and such.

So..

..You thinkin' someone born in 1998 is the age of a Late Boomer cuz I did.. but you're not gonna go showing off saying you're better.. and in fact I'm also the age of a Late Boom parent's kid.

Friend Requests to Strangers Sent

OK

inuf 4 now

(enough for now)

Yay!

Hey Ellen Mommy *wack* looking up casting agents for Finding Dory =}

Congratulations!

Go, Baby Ellen!  IMDb Pro looks like Dory kinda!

Did you know

those Asiasn are confused or made a decision to keep Asian heritage and not work on white heritage to a degree?

Ashamed!

Why ya'll don't ignore my weird passions, like @ older people??

Am I simply whiter than anyone?

OK

OK Ellen, I'm safe, you're safe, safe distance, but I'm still checking Twitter now.

Woo-owa!

My friends must really like Ellen DeGeneres.  They seem to copy her but not in taste.

Rubbing It In..?

Ellen not being white does not make me not white.  In fact, I am accepted by black people.

Why are some people so connected to their ancestors?

What's wrong with..

Ellen?  Sometimes, she looks different from being mad or something.  Like, maybe she reads what the people said @ her.  Everyone cares and likes her cuz she's Ellen..  Here Ellen sweety here's a cake you little m*******.

How can I feel good @ myself if no one will help me and I keep getting mad?  When I get mad, I mean I wanna solve it.

I don't wanna see someone's snotty face telling me they think they're magical for the sweat I did.  Not explain anything, sit there snub like some foreign race.  I don't know what happened, too?  Well, I guess I won't get to find out.  :|

These people keep watching what I think.  I may get cancer.  I am not getting my privacy.  No one cares.  I want attention, not say wait until you have a daughter.

Problem

Ellen I know you killed me, I can say whatever I want @ you and you can't say no..

I'm asking my parents to get me off more pills.

I'm mad mad mad.

I don't give a fuck @ your shit.  All your insults and pointless suggestions.  I wanna be in a movie.  A TV show limits your life.. it looks bad, you think oh yea it'll be good but it won't.  A talk show gets cancelled, but not if Ellen's the best, though she'll retire because of Nell POSSIBLY.  See people on TV be oh this might be okay.  It may be what tired out Johnny Depp.  He came outta it tired but worked out.  He coulda worked out some other way.  Tim hired him to do something that woulda been good, "Edward Scissorhands."

Ugh

Ellen is so pointless, these messages I got an insulting 1 and then I watch her show..and it says nothing in the end because everyone is mean and I don't wanna spend our money on me living alone.

I just want my life back.

I have no friends.

I have no friends.  All Ellen does is Tweet little things and never talks with anyone in public, unless it's a ^call^ to Nell Burton.  HA haha HA HA the peanut gallery goes wild.  No joke intended.

Wait, I shouldn't have counted Ellen as a friend.  I dunno what she does now.

I'm super annoyed at whoever's watching me.

You selfish liars sit there and waste my time and lie @ what really happened.

Problem

Ellen may be a murderer, therefore a selfish brat.  What if she influenced me via following me without talking and had my medicine raised and then have my brain break down?  What about my father?

Mad

Why does Ellen act like we have to get to a TV before checking her on Twitter or Facebook?  We don't.  She doesn't really care probably, but in a way she does.  She has no point in the matter, apparently, just mixed emotions.

The Nail

Nell couldn't hammer the nail in the coffin.

At the mental hospital, my nails were ruined.

You're really getting boring.

Don't really mean just 1 person, of course.  ARE YOU STUPID!  SHEESH!

I'm serious.

You're shit nails for Nell.

FIVE people so far

MORE SHIT

My dad is trying to make me think I don't like Ellen..  Why not?

I felt that her life became pointless and fruitless, that she would never have things her way.  It should go away.

She should be in session, now, anyway, like I said on Twitter.  No one else is talking to me.

SHIT tho what is wrong with you people with your stupid nails for the sake of Nell.  Just go marry her.

Still

I just see it in the mist.  I mean, I don't get why people do these things.  Do they just feel in love with her and made a random bubbly blue artwork?  Maybe, it's just a message.

So, how can I see it as not tacky?  I don't like what came to my mind.  I was thinking what it was, and there it was in my mind.

OK

I was just on Twitter, I was in the process of sigining into IMDb oh my God and got a message from someone maybe.. I got off and felt so psychiatrically in a crisis I felt for like the product being how tacky something was when it was something special that reminded me of Ellen.  They made a blue bubbly thing for IMDb Pro.  Help!  Ya'll this is all @ Ellen, but I'm gonna find something that's @ me, now.  I need to get off this pill..  I'm getting a brain exam covered by insurance to prove what happens as I take these pills.  They made me tired all day at the mall, true didn't get much sleep.  It pill throws me off somehow.

That all leads to 1 word, though.

To me it just leads to that she is not an intellectual person.

She literally has nothing good to say.  I mean, she thinks I have an attitude.  I WANT AN ATTITUDE.

Watcha Think

Isn't Ellen DeGeneres boring?  I am NOT mean.  WTF is she thinking of me?

So..

..my dad was wondering @ texting.  Why is this shit building up?  I'll have to text him in awhile..

How the Hamster Is

Fine, but I thought I had on rap.

Problem

Ellen is putting her shows on more in advance so they are like reruns.  No use in caring @ what she posts online.  Maybe because of this movie?  Don't worry, that's probably why..  They shoulda done it some other time, though.  The shit is that I still have to watch it.  I would watch it, anyway, maybe, unless I really move on and go to college to become a movie star or something like that.

GODDAMN

People won't stop mimicking what I say, like I'm inhibited and insulting.  I could just do something @ that if I could.

I also got a nasty feeling @ death, can't be too careful with the clicks in my room, it's too bad, those people.  I just had to get some water and use the toilet and come back in my room to settle down and get on the internet..  You all have no right to treat me this way.  You just say, "No, I didn't."

MORE GODDAMN NEWS

My dad is watching a show with environment in what I thought was Japanese, but he said Chinese..

Ellen did it.  I can shit whatever shit gets shit in the world, I didn't hurt anyone, unlike Missy Ellen DeGeneres age 55 baby.

Problem

I know today is Ellen's big day filming Finding Dory.

I know she made a command to mess up my posting a stretched background on Blogger because I bought songs on iTunes with $2-$3 left.  They won't charge me until after Pay Day, I'm quite certain.  It might be the day of, but still.

Also, my dad is not nice to me.  He came up and rubbed it in.  He wouldn't have even known, if you think @ it.  He acted like I was networked.  I don't wanna touch him, not with how he is.

It's too bad for her, but I guess we all talked @ her fingernail.  We miss the ***y Ellen.  She's just pretending to be old.  She's supposed to help the world, not just poor people technicalities.  I certainly am not like that.

This is all so worthless.  You don't have to tell anyone what you think I like and don't like.

I only found 2 songs in the end.  Christmas.  I felt all outta sorts and have all these old songs that make me feel like my head is a pimple.

Mobile

Something Stupid

They do something incredibly suggestively mean when I just wanna report the torture I get.  Ellen is actually disturbing most of the time to me.  These people talking to me for her.  The clicks in my room.

I just said..

why do you deserve to talk to me, don't make me say it again with a curse word to pull you in.

Stop

I'm tired of Ellen's stupid mistakes.  She should find a daughter and husband and go away.  I like her show, but like my computer just loaded funny on the top sides and then something just popped on the sides.  Why do you deserve to talk to me?  Who are you?

I don't mean anything bad @

her face.  She acts like I'm bad and she's perfect.  WTF?

I mean..

..I was fine personally, but did you see her face when she showed her pointer nail?  All with skin globbed up.  Why??  If she did it to annoy me I'd be pretty riled up if I chose but guess I'm not..

So, what..

..what can I do for fun?  I don't need to blog shit, but why is Ellen stopping everything?  She acted like she'd be there for her fans.  Why Portia!

I checked..

Tim Burton's page to see if I could make fun of Chloe Moretz.

Really, tho

Ellen knows what she did, let's strike, on the rest of her mua ha ha.. let's play she's not here.

She doesn't

let us feel comfortable with Ellen.  What's wrong with her?  You just wanna f***?

Who cares @

Ellen, all she cares @ is Portia and her family otherwise..

You shouldn't do that unless you want short nails.  Why would you want shorter nails?

Mine are ripping, too.  (Try to guess what's really happening to them!)

I think

I wanna forget @ Ellen.  She did that for Nell.

What It Is

Doesn't it match the new look?  They were longer before.  Why's everyone cutting their nails?

Hey guys you you guys (get this joke just for funs not ferreal) what if we threw Ellen out for ripping into her fingernails

Tried to Get on TV Again

"The Ellen DeGeneres Show" for betta

Pretty Perfect

I was always pretty perfect, sometimes felt down in the dumps.  Ellen just doesn't want to approve of anyone.  How do you feel?

Hm- I say

Does my dad know what I really want?

Hm- I say

Does my dad know what I really want?

I mean..

I started out okay, like when I was 3.

WHY

Why did my brother have to come along.  I'm different.  I don't care if he wants something better.

That's so dumb.  Why do my parents think I would be accepted by others racially-

Doesn't anyone feel sorry for me????

Well

You wanna talk @ something?  What do you think of my dad just ripping me up.  He also finds pleasure in acting like I'm shit compared to my mom because of him..and then that he's not me.

Why?  A buildup of things ticking @ calling Nell Burton the N word in the experiment, thought I was told to and to make it a snap judgement when insulted heavily.  I know that's it because that's that to which I'm referring.

Nite

Might go to bed, soon.

I ironed today.

For Real

I'm a real singer but a fake talker.

Edit

The side boxes.

Twitter

Twitter Update

Dutch French German Anglo-Irish

Flipping People Off

Hayley Westenra and Ellen DeGeneres both have dads with Dutch but not moms..  I might be 1/8 Dutch on my dad's side, not sure how much Ellen has, but I think I'd even have more or French.  I noticed Hayley Westenra didn't literally do it but shared a behavior pattern as Ellen.  Oh, you can't take away my race.  My mom's side is considered all Dutch if they want to be.  }:]  I want to be.

Problem

I didn't literally say I'm not watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."

Notes

The point of having Ellen DeGeneres feel good is for her and not just for us.

I am threatened by stupidity.  I don't need to bow down to ANYONE for the incident with the N word.  I also pointed out people want to do suggestive things to people I look up to so I can't really look up to them~how depressing.  It's going to come back to you.

I'm accustomed to it seems like what it is it's what it is.  I got the idea Ellen DeGeneres thought I was little and insignificant and unimpressive as a baby.

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